HAS UN CERTAINTY ever bothered you?
How FAR is TO FAR to reach total CERTAINTY?
Circles
In this circle that we run around in
everything’s the same, same words, same tone
In this circle we run around in
I hear the same song every time around its like a bad song stuck on replay
In this circle we run around in
I chase you
In this circle we run around in
It never seems that I can crawl, walk, run or move fast enough to catch up to you, surpass you, so you chase me
In this circle we run around in
We go around and around
In this circle we run around in
I keep reaching for the exit
But never grab it
— Ray Escobar
While in a room with 4 walls no door no window
My minds on freeze
My insides are ready to scream
My body shows composure
My heart over pumps with anger
But wait did you forget my minds on freeze
Where do I go from here
I don’t know where I’m at but where I’m at
There’s no up there’s no down there’s no left there’s no right
I have nothing in my pocket but a gun
A gun with one bullet
A bullet with an answer
A bullet to free myself from this enclosure that I feel
This reality that I wish was a dream
CLICK CLACK…………………………………………………………..
BANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The gun goes off…………………………..
And there’s a hole in the wall
A sign of hope that sooner or later
He will get through the wall and see the other side
That you always once, twice, trips and quads and more and more claimed.
And when I finally get through the wall with the gun your memory will stay behind.
— Ray Escobar
